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Friday, September 26, 2008

CIA-SALT Camp 2008

So much has been happening in the past few months that things have started to drag - like this blog and our newsletter! Our apologies for the delay.

SALT had its first combined camp this year with CIA (Christ in Action - our Coopers Plains equivalent). We headed off to Koojawaren campsite in Toowoomba (well, Highfields - 10 minutes out from Toowoomba) and heard some great talks from guest speaker Sam Mak. Smak (as he is affectionately known) shared with the teens different parts of scripture and themed his talks on 'Humility'. The talks seemed to hit their mark with 13 teens responding after the Saturday night evangelistic talk and more teens probing with questions and being convicted of the truth of the gospel :)

Praise the Lord for all that happened on the weekend and praise the Lord that more teens came into His glorious Kingdom!

Here's some of the photos in a slideshow set to the camp theme song 'Before The Cross'.

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

SALT Library!

Last week we kicked off SALT's library! With a relatively generous church budget allocated to SALT this year we have been steadily raiding Koorong and Word bookstores during their sales to stock up on various books. Here's a list of some of what you may find in our reading list:

Pray with us that we'll continue to build up the library with solid resources and pray that the teens would find encouragement, growth and conviction of the truth of Christianity/Jesus through these resources!

Friday, July 25, 2008

My love/non-love relationship with SALT

I wonder if it's natural for me to feel a sense of dread week in and week out in the lead-up to SALT (SAint Lucia Teens). I'm not sure it should be.

Tonight was a great reminder of how buzzing and exciting youth ministry can be. I led one of the teens through the prayer of repentance! How small minded I am, how inadequate is my love for the teens that I minister to, and how great is the awesomeness of God!

Pray with me that this young teen would grow into a much more godly man than I am.

Saturday, July 5, 2008

YF Camp reflections

Last weekend we held our annual YF Camp. Tonight was the related 'YF Camp Reflections' in which everyone who went to camp got together one last time to share what they had reflected upon during the week after camp.

Lots of people turned up tonight which was incredibly encouraging. Plenty of the first timers as well. I led a largish group through the reflections and was able to share my own thoughts.

This year's camp wasn't the greatest one. Previous camps have had a better feel and better fellowship, however the lessons I learnt this weekend were quite profound compared with previous years.

Our guest speaker's talks from the book of Jonah were excellent. I learnt more about the technique of preaching from listening in, but the greatest thing I was reminded of last weekend was to remember that God is always bigger than the box we put Him in.

Now, this should come as no surprise really. However I realised that I have put God in a box. It's a box with the labels of 'theology' and 'got this figured out' plastered all over it. And I honestly believe it to be a very big box as well. But the surprising message of which I have been mulling over the past few days has been that even though I believe my box is very big, God is still much bigger than that. His ways are far beyond my ability to fully comprehend and I'm thankful that He condescends to my level and communicates His will to me through His word. I have so much to learn and so much more to be thankful for that I must continue to ponder and be in awe of God's greatness.

What a privilege it is to have God reveal Himself in His Son. I pray that I'll be able to encourage you (and vice versa) to keep pondering the vastness and depth of God's greatness.

Friday, July 4, 2008

YF Camp 2008

Small man, big fish, even BIGGER God!

This is probably the furthest campsite we've been to for YF Camp - I'd have to do a whereis comparison between the Somerset site and this years site at Lennox Heads. Both were roughly a 2 hour drive, but this year's drive felt longer.

Anyway, it was another good weekend of great talks and fellowship. The campsite was good, skit night was as brilliant as ever, and the talks were spot on. The fellowship this year felt a little disjointed, but that seems to happen every so often.

For those of you who missed out, here's some of the fun. Turn up your speakers ;)


Thursday, June 26, 2008

YF Camp

Tomorrow we'll be heading off to YF Camp. I think this is now my 7th one (7th for Steph as well!).

Each had their own highlights.

'02 - Pete Ko/Sergio, the book of Genesis, baptised on the beach, Steve Irwin appearing in 3 different group skits
'03 - Eugene Hor, various gospel talks, leading a bible study for the first time, Dai Gor Gor (Asian Big Brother), the Oh's cooking for us, the big challenge to enter full-time paid ministry
'04 - Gary Koo, the gospel according to John, massive bible study groups, fire alarms (!), leaving early because the PA thought I had TB(!), the first time Derek Zoolander made an appearance on Skit Night...
'05 - Pete Ko, fantastic talks on the topic of 'Love', fantastic camp site, Derek Zoolander makes his final appearance on Skit Night
'06 - Bill Colyer, talks on the 'Last Days', Ronnie with a face full of flour and looking very Geisha-ish, Helen's inspiring testimony, me doing a very bad impersonation of Tom Cruise...
'07 - Michael Kwan, talks on various 'Parables', very challenging discussions during bible study, the best camp site ever (pity we can't use it again), gorgeous sunset photography opportunities, Ivan and Stella in an impressive display of Bollywood finesse...

This year Steph and I have an opportunity to lead the 'beginners/non-Christian' group. The challenge before is bigger than I sometimes care to reflect upon, but praise God that He is bigger than the challenge. Our preparations this week have been good, but I get the feeling that we're looking forward to Monday night when it's all over with.

For your prayer considerations:

  • Praise God for another YF Camp again - for the opportunities get away with our brothers and sisters to hear God's word taught faithfully and to encourage each other to respond obediently
  • Praise God that preparations have gone relativley well so far, and pray that Steph and I will be trusting in God's sovereignty throughout the camp
  • Pray for Steph who will be leading on her own this year, for confidence in God, for confidence that scripture is sufficient, and that she would not be anxious in the time she leads
  • Pray for myself that I will also place my trust in God and not in myself as I lead
  • Pray for the non-Christians in our groups, that they will be impacted by the talks and the bible studies, and that the Spirit would be at work powerfully in them to bring about conviction of sin, repentance and new life in Christ
  • Pray for the patience of the non-Christians friends who bring them, that they would not be dissappointed at a seeming lack of fruit from camp, but trust in God's timing and sovereignty over their friends lives
Now, to finish packing...

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Back and somewhat refreshed :)

It was important for the two of us to get away for a week and a bit. Over this past year we've been learning to guard our time off and seek to creatively rest from the work of ministry. This hasn't been easy, but we're beginning to get the hang of it at last!

Getting away also helps. Mt Tambourine was a great couple of days away. We spent a good deal of out time with a great book, a fireplace, and a warm cup of tea. And we ended up going for a horse riding experience - which you'll have to ask us in person for more details!

Last Sunday we returned from the Hunter Valley in NSW. We hired a car and braved the pretty rough roads (with potholes the size of small dams) to enjoy some of the valley's finest wines and celebrate the wedding union of Steph's cousin. You can see some of the wedding photos here.

Now we're back to work and getting back into things. RICE is upon us very soon, so keep praying for that as the first event - the RICE Big Day Out - is happening this Saturday!

P.S - our newsletter is overdue, we know! So keep an eye out for that soon!

Monday, April 21, 2008

We'll be right back :)

Steph and I are heading away for a week for a much needed break. We'll be spending a couple of nights in Mt Tambourine reflecting on our 2 years of marriage together - praying with each other and deepening our relationship further.

Then we'll be heading down to the Hunter Valley for Steph's cousin's wedding. We'll be back soon (and hopefully there will be plenty of photos to share!)

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

Sapporo short-term mission blog up and running :)

The absence of blogs here and at Salteee are not a reflection on my busyness this time! Instead I've been working on getting another blog (yes...I know!) up and running to share more of our recent short-term missions trip to Sapporo.

So without further delay I present to you my 'Sapporo Short Term Mission (Dec 2007)' blog.

On this particular blog you will find:

  • Unseen photos from the trip
  • My daily journal entries with thoughts and reflections on our activities and the people we met
Drop by and leave a comment or two :)
Steven

Most embarrasing moments whilst chairing!

I recently read a blog competition requesting submissions for the most embarrassing moments of leading Sunday services. Some of the entries were pretty funny and as I reflected there have been a few moments I’m not overly proud of either:

  • Once time I was chairing for Pastor Mun and as he finished I got up and thanked him for his message. I then attempted to summarise his message in a sentence or two to lead into the final song of response. I said something like, “Thanks Pastor for your message this morning. As Pastor has reminded us… umm… what did you say again Pastor?” I totally zoned out and forgot what he had just preached on!
  • One time I gave the guitar intro for ‘No Other Name’. I started much too quickly but didn’t realise and also stuffed up the chord progression. To add further insult to injury it was a relatively new song and nobody sang :P It wasn’t my best musical moment.
  • This one time, not whilst leading but whilst a musician, I was asked to do an intro for ‘How Deep The Father’s Love’ – my guitar had suffered greatly under the heat that morning and all of a sudden I was *incredibly* out of tune. Not only that but the pianist had not communicated to me earlier that he intended to play the song in a lower key – so I had an out of tune intro in the wrong key!
Thankfully things have been a lot smoother!

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

Merry Christmas, Happy New Year and all that...!

Wow it's been a long time. Since arriving back from Japan there have been many things happening, most of which revolved around illness and BLT!

Watch this space as I'll be updating very shortly on all that's happened since we left for Japan until the present day.

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

And, we're back!

Thank you to all those who upheld us in prayer during our trip. It was an exhausting but exciting mission to be a part of. There will be plenty of updates and reflections to come on this blog in the near future (as well as some photos for those who haven't been to the multiply site as yet!).

For now, please keep Steph in your prayers. During the last few days in Japan I came down sick with a cold of sorts but now I'm feeling much better (though still waking up in the middle of the night with coughing fits). However I've passed on to her my cold and now she's suffering through the sore throat and stuffy sinuses. Please pray for healing, energy and for patience for me as I serve her in this time.

Thank you again :)

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

Prayer Request - Japan short-term-mission with OMF

Here it is, our long awaited information regarding our upcoming missions trip to Sapporo, Japan. We will be heading off on the 30th of November 2007 for a little over three weeks. We return on the 23rd of December 2007.

What follows is some information about Japan and prayer points for the country, our team, and for us specifically.

Thank you for your prayers in advance – please let us know how we can be praying for you also :)

Info re Japan:

Japan has a population of approximately 127 million people. Christianity has been in Japan since the mid 1500’s, however the church has been persecuted a number of times throughout the history of Japan. Christianity is generally viewed suspiciously as a ‘Western’ religion. Today the Christian population number less than 1% of the overall population. Evangelical believer’s number much less than this.

Church growth recently has been very slow. Many churches struggle without a Pastor and those with Pastor’s have found that the bulk of all church work and administration falls on the Pastor themselves.

Pray for Japan:

  • That God will work through economic shock, political instability, and fears for the future, to shock people out of their complacency and turn to Jesus
  • For the churches around Japan; many are struggling to grow spiritually and in number, and many churches are still without a pastor
  • For more long-term missionaries to be raised to help grow the church in Japan
  • That Christians in Japan will grow strong in faith, particularly as many of them face pressure from their non-Christian family members to turn away from Jesus
Pray for our team:
  • For good health and stamina throughout the duration of the trip, particularly as we will be adjusting to a very different environment to our sunny Brisbane weather. Pray that we will adjust quickly to the harsh winter conditions.
  • For good teamwork, patience, and servant-heartedness, especially as we will be seeing each other for long hours every day!
  • We will be going carolling in public—pray that God will work through the words of our carols to arouse people’s interest in the Lord and Saviour we sing about
  • Students tend to be more receptive to the Gospel, so pray for the many youths we will be making contact with, that God will work through us to bring them one step closer to Jesus. Pray that God would help us build relationships with these students.
  • Pray that people will be receptive when we tell them about Jesus. Pray that we will continue to trust in God’s sovereignty, rather than become disheartened, if people are unresponsive
  • Pray that we will be of practical help, support and encouragement to the missionaries based in Sapporo
Prayer for us:
  • The next few weeks will be a very busy time before we leave. We are in the middle of preparing for the trip whilst getting as much work done on the upcoming BLT conference in January, finalising the semester timetable for SALT (the new St Lucia teens group), planning the first social events for SALT and getting a few house-keeping things done. Please pray that we will be able to get as much done before we go, but at the same time please pray that we’ll be rested so we don’t leave for Japan exhausted.
  • Praise God for the generous financial support we’ve received for our trip!
  • Pray for our health as we’ll be constantly moving from the icy-cold conditions outside to heated homes and this may wreak havoc with my sinuses.
  • Steph and I feel under-prepared with the language, so please pray that over the next few weeks we’ll be able to brush up a little on our Japanese.
  • I have to prepare a number of devotions to lead during the trip, please pray that these will be helpful times of encouragement.
Thank you again for your prayers.
Steven and Steph

Wednesday, November 7, 2007

Prayer Request - the next few weeks

Things have been getting quiet hectic around here. We've been settling into our new home nicely, but there's been plenty of things to do in the meantime.

Steph and I are heading to Japan in a few weeks for a short term mission with OMF. I will be posting up more details very soon. In the past few weeks we've been getting ready to go and only last Monday was I able to finally find some boots in my size at DFO! A huge praise point (since I was concerned about getting proper footwear for my weak ankles and didn't want the cost and risk of purchasing online from the US).

I'm also preaching this weekend on Colossians 2:6-23 which has been an immensely encouraging and exciting time in my preperations for it. However I've been feeling very fatigued in the last few days so please pray for good rest and energy to sustain me through.

Thank you :)

Monday, September 17, 2007

2007 Men’s Training Event, Mt Tambourine – ‘The Perfect Man’

Whilst the format of this years Men’s Training Event (MTE) was slightly altered from previous years (instead of a workshop we just had talks all weekend), this was certainly another year for many challenges to reflect upon.

Keith Birchley, from the University of Queensland’s ‘Evangelical Students’, took three talks on the book of James. Phil Campbell, from Mitchelton Presbyterian, gave two talks from the book of Judges. Both speakers had different speaking styles, but both hit me square between the eyes with their biblical teaching.

Of the many lessons drawn from James, these were some of the highlights:

  • in regards to the trials of this life: God is more concerned with me response to trials rather than the change of circumstances
  • When it comes to my ‘Trial Processing Programme’ whilst I’d like to think that I have a relatively realistic outlook, I can’t help but also realise that I’m slightly naïve when it comes to trials (with respect to [wrt] the gravity of some trials)
  • WRT contemplating our fear of God as our ‘cosmic Father’ – those we love the most are the ones we fear offending
  • WRT the utterly consistent goodness of God – my consistency needs to flow from God’s consistency: this is called integrity
  • WRT Godly wisdom – wisdom is more walk than talk – intelligent ideas might be right, they might be sharp, but without godly discernment it is bound to be earthly, unspiritual and ultimately demonic (!)
  • WRT to Godly peace – it’s usually what’s going on internally which creates what’s going on externally.
  • And to finish, something seemingly random but very well related - Thomas Cranmer’s Anthropology: What the heart loves, the will chooses, and the mind justifies.
Highlights from the two Judges talks were:
  • WRT Judges 4-5: whilst these passages are sometimes used to justify the position that women should be ordained as ministers, etc (cf the fact that Deborah was a prophetess and leader over Israel), we should quickly note that the bigger issue within Judges 4-5 is the lack of real men to be leaders
  • Campbell insightfully pointed out that Judges 5 contains no references to the ‘men’ in the battle won by Israel, instead the focus of the song is on the women – a very back handed reference to the state of Israel’s men at the time
  • WRT Judges 9-11: we see a man, Jephthah who was willing to sacrifice everything in order to get what he wanted. As Campbell preached on this section my mind wandered to how Erwin McManus used portions of this part of scripture in his book ‘The Barbarian Way’. As I continued to listen to Campbell expound on the text he mentioned that the NIV translation says, ‘A group of adventurers gathered around [Jephthah]’ (Judges 11:3). Campbell wasn’t sure why the NIV had translated it this way since the original wording, a literal translation, would have read something more like, ‘a group of empty men gathered around…’ In this way McManus’ use of this portion of scripture as a founding principle for his book is taken incredibly out of context and poorly explained.
  • Pointing to Jesus: in reflection upon the two talks Campbell made some insightful connections to Jesus Christ. In Judges 4-5 the problem was a lack of real men. Jesus is the real man (as ironically declared in John 19:5) who in spite of the fear (compared to Barak in Judges 4) stood firm. And compared to Jephthah, who would sacrifice anything to get what he wanted (and tragically ending with the sacrifice of his one and only daughter), Jesus was a man who would sacrifice himself in order to give what we needed.
But aside from the great talks was also another chance to just get away with some guys and grow in our fellowship and encouragement of one another. Please keep praying for next year’s MTE and for many more ‘real men’ to head up the mountain again.

Myself up on stage getting interviewed - thanks Chi for the panoramic pic!

Sunday, July 15, 2007

Preaching over…next up…preaching conference!

I’ve spent the last two weekends preaching. Last weekend at St Lucia I went through Ezra 4-6 emphasising God’s sovereignty as we pursue holiness. Today I had another crack at Proverbs 9 to the youth church with Brisbane Cantonese Alliance Church and emphasised the wisdom given to us because we are in Christ. Monday to Thursday I’ll be attending QTC for a preaching conference with David Cook. So for these few weeks I’m going to be saturated with preaching!

I was struck in my preparations for both sermons how difficult the applications seemed to be. Figuring out the passages and finding some structure to the sermons was ok, this process is falling out quicker than at first. But applications are still something I struggle with. Why?

I’ve been tossing up various reasons for a long time, but it finally dawned on me last Friday before my Proverbs sermon today. Are the troubles I have with applications in sermons due to the fact that I myself am not reflecting on how the passage is applying to me? It struck me between the eyes. The questions I was asking of others I was not asking of myself. So keep praying that I approach God’s word with a soft heart, ready to be confronted, challenged and shaped through it.

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

YF Camp 2007

I have to admit that this years YF Camp was one of the more memorable ones in recent history. There's quite a few factors, in my mind, which make for a good camp: the camp site, the speaker, the bible studies/groups...to name a few. This year was a great mix of all of them. The talks were challenging and clear and people seem to have been moved to greater depths in their faith. There appears to be much fruit appearing from the camp, so the next few weeks will be crucial in our follow up of the many people who came - particularly the 20 odd non-Christians!

For now, here are some photos from the weekend away :)

Sunset on the Friday afternoon...wow...

The face of a man who cannot handle chilli but has swallowed a tablespoon's worth of Sambal...on a bet!

Sunrise over the dam. 5:30am in the middle of winter was surprisingly warm!

This is my Pastor/Trainer...

The beginning of a love affair...Mikey and the drums that is...

Alvin's baptism...the look on his face screams out, 'Wait! I think I've changed my mind!!'

Not stretching, a friendly game of 'pull-the-string-tucked-into-your-pants'

The best jook breakfast at camp ever!

Sleeping arrangements: because each cabin had a separate 'leaders' room, Steph and I were able to share the same room. But it was in the girls dorm. These were the girls who were 'next door'...

Tim, Michael (camp speaker), and Ping. Separated at birth?

110 people at camp. Another great one to remember :)

And here's a slide show with more pictures and a cool tune. Enjoy :)


Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Is that the time?

Whoops...there seems to have been a mix-up with the video link. Here is the proper one!

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There has been quite a few things happening of late! There is not only dust building up on this blog but also on my others...will get to them shortly :)

For now, what we've been up to so far in YF this year... enjoy :)



Don't forget to leave comments!

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

Awakening - The life and ministry of Robert Murray McCheyne - Steven's book report

A change of pace now: a couple of book reports from Steph and I as part of our Pastoral Apprenticeship. I read 'Awakening. The life and ministry of Robert Murray McCheyne'. A biography of one of the most influential ministers in Scotland. Steph read 'Through the Gates of Splendour'. The account of 5 missionaries who gave their lives trying to reach the most brutal of all native tribes in South America with the gospel of Jesus Christ. Hope you enjoy!

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David Robertson, “Awakening. The life and ministry of Robert Murray McCheyne”

It was inevitable I guess. I recently finished reading ‘The Barbarian Way’ by Erwin Raphael McManus and was deeply disappointed. For all the good intentions of the book I found it exegetically weak and lacking in firmly grounded teaching. So when I picked up ‘Awakening, the life and ministry of Robert Murray McCheyne, I prayerfully asked that this would be the book I had wanted to read by McManus.

It was so.

I have never experienced being so disturbed and challenged whilst reading a book. McCheyne’s life and ministry seemed to teeter on a knife’s edge. It was concerning to see a minister with so much ‘on his plate’, yet it was so challenging to see that in the midst of all his busyness there was a deeply rooted passion for God’s glory in Jesus Christ.

There were a number of things which struck me about McCheyne personally and his ministry.

First was his relatively common upbringing. It struck me, in an odd sort of way, that he came from the comforts of middle-class-nominal-Christianity. That McCheyne would go from a comfortable and happy lifestyle, in which he was fond of the ‘pleasures of society’ to ministry would be a surprise considering the many people I know who are comfortable in their middle-class-nominal-Christianity and have no inkling of heading towards anything more fruitful.

But the precursor to change in McCheyne would come from a world shattering moment in his relatively young life. The friends and family of his middle-class lifestyle were of no help, or at least to McCheyne were of no perceivable help, when his eldest brother, David, died. This untimely event changed the life of McCheyne on a number of levels. Primarily he began to rethink his own mortality and eternal future, but also because he found that in his current group of ‘friends’ there was no one to talk to him about his soul. McCheyne even felt uncomfortable approaching the ministerial family friends - the McCheyne family was well connected to the church despite being nominal in faith.

So he turned to a number of books and whilst there was no magical moment of which he identifies in later writings, McCheyne refers to this time as his conversion period. As I read this I was greatly reminded of Romans 8:28 - And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to his purpose. But in this instance the good was not limited to McCheyne alone, but also to his immediate congregation as well as beyond in the form of this biography. How many countless people have been the fruit of McCheyne’s life and ministry? Upon further reflection I marvelled at how God’s plans go far beyond what our eyes can see. We can be so limited to our time and space and underestimate the far reaching affects of our ministry work. Time and again God uses circumstances of utter despair to bring about goods beyond imagine (ie many of the Old Testament narratives contain great despair and affliction but the bigger picture reveals much grander plans).

So off to study he went. Another fascinating period in his life was his theological training in which he was able to learn and grow under godly men. This particular part of McCheyne’s training reminded me of the importance of sound theological education in preparation for ministry.

But one of the larger surprises and challenges in this book was the bulk of the writings concerning McCheyne’s ministry and the people he ministered to. Whilst after his studies he was apprenticed in a relatively similar middle-class parish, his move to the working class town of Dundee and the work he did there challenged me greatly. The move itself was no real surprise. Compared, however, to the current trend of college students and their preferences for which areas to minister to we have a great disparity between those wanting to head into the middle to upper class parishes and those wanting to head to blue collar or regional areas A great concern.

McCheyne’s ministry to the town of Dundee was also a great encouragement. Whilst the book itself doesn’t go into any specific detail regarding the content of his sermons, McCheyne clearly had the gift of teaching and preaching as the numbers of people he drew each Sunday was nothing short of a revival. But not only this, McCheyne kept up a ferocious pace to his ministry visiting up to 18 homes a day. On some of these regular visits he would draw a crowd of up to 200 people listening to him preach from the Word of God.

However the pace of his ministry would overwhelm his health. In what feels only like a few short years McCheyne’s health degraded and what may have been relatively easy to cure these days, typhus caught up with McCheyne during an epidemic. His fragile health was always an issue and motivated him greatly in ministry since he always feared ‘he would not be long for this world.’ His death was stirring in its glory and the effects of his ministry would continue for a number of years afterwards. Sadly the church in Scotland would see many changes a few decades later and the momentum was lost.

The final chapter of the book summarises a few key reasons why McCheyne, though dying young, was so successful in his ministry. Worth quoting at large was to me the most profound insight and challenge to my own ministry:

McCheyne’s theology was a key part of his success. It is not that the theology was incidental, nor that it was something that he had to overcome by experience or character. Theology is the study of God. McCheyne was absorbed by Jesus Christ and he desired to know him better. That knowledge (theology) affected his practice in every way. For example in evangelism, because of his passion for souls, he could easily have gone down the ‘revivalist’ route – that is counting heads, seeking to create effects and pushing to make conversions. But his theology prevented him from doing so. He knew that it was only the Spirit who could convert and that he was but an instrument. He knew that God would not allow his glory to be taken by any other. And so he was patient. Sowing the seed of the Word, but leaving the results to the Holy Spirit. ‘God feeds the wild flowers on the lonely mountainside without the help of man, and they are as fresh and lovely as those that are daily watched over in our gardens. So God can feed his own planted ones without the help of man, by the secret falling dew of His Spirit’.
That theology was also seen in public worship. After his ordination to St Peter’s the Dundee Chronicle reported that McCheyne declared that he wanted to preach Christ, that he would endeavour to know everyone by name and lead by example as well as doctrine that:

his church might be filled to the door, but they must all join in wishing, and it was his own earnest wish and prayer, that it might be filled with the true glory of the sanctuary – the glory of God; and that God might dwell in the midst of it. Thus, the church would become not only an ornament to the town, but the centre from which salvation might flow to many a heart.

The glory of God. That is what he sought in all that he did.
Theology which shapes character. Seeking God’s glory alone in all that you do. Patient in waiting on the Spirit to work.

I have a long way to go!

Through the Gates of Splendor - Steph's book report

"Through Gates of Splendour" - Elisabeth Elliot

I was reflecting the other day on what the average person in the Western world typically aspires towards in their lifetime. It is not uncommon for these aspirations to involve the securing of a good job, settling down with a family, owning a comfortable house in a comfortable neighbourhood, and enjoying an eventful social life. In stark contrast, Through Gates of Splendour confronted me with the true story of five American missionaries who devoted their lives not to their own goals and desires, but to the Christ who saved them. They lived with radical commitment to Jesus, spurred on by their intense yearning to see the image in Revelation 5 fulfilled – people from every tribe, language, people and nation worshiping God before His throne in Heaven. The way in which this vision drove them to give their all for the cause of the Gospel, taking it to the unreached, savage Auca Indians in Ecuador, was for me a remarkable portrayal of what it means for one to deny himself, take up his cross, and follow Jesus.

One thing that struck me was just how gifted and able each of these five men was. They each excelled in various areas of life. Jim Elliot was a high academic achiever with exceptional talent in architecture; a well-liked young man who was clearly set up for success in life. Pete Fleming was a man with a critical mind, whose studies in philosophy saw him complete a master’s degree in college. He was the president of the University Christian Fellowship. Ed McCully was senior class president at university, a star athlete and gifted public speaker whom all classmates held in high esteem. Roger Youderian went to college with three scholarships, was voted outstanding student of his year in 1942, and later became a paratrooper in the army. And Nate Saint was a talented pilot with an amazing resourcefulness and inventive mind. And yet they all scorned the ‘vanities’ of life – in Jim Elliot’s words, “What are these but the objects of the ‘desire of the Gentiles’ whose cravings are warped and perverted?...Life is not here, but hid above with Christ in God, and therein I rejoice and sing as I think on such exaltation.” (p17). What a simultaneous encouragement and rebuke to my ears as I came upon these words! Though I know in my head that my worldly achievements fade in comparison to the surpassing beauty of Jesus Christ, the way I live my life doesn’t always reflect that. I cannot say that I boldly consider myself ‘expendable for God’ (in Nate Saint’s words), to the extent that I would bear a cost I might regard as too high. I was reminded by Nate Saint that God himself did not hold back His only Son, but gave him up to pay the price for our sins. How then can we say it costs us too much, to go to the ends of the earth to seek the lost for Christ? I realised how big a snare the comforts of the Western world were to my own life.

And here I was, reading of five men who never counted it too big a cost to take Christ’s Gospel to a place far from their earthly homes. All of them, with their families, spent varying periods of time living in the Ecuadorian jungles, sharing their lives with certain Indian tribes. They learnt their language and culture, as well as basic medical and other survival skills. They did this so they could love and care for these Indians in practical ways whilst bringing them the Gospel. They were, as the Apostle Paul puts it, “all things to all men”. I caught myself wondering how I would fare in the same situation. No doubt complaints would sprout fast and thick from my mouth, were I to be subjected to the much simpler lifestyle of these people. It was a humbling thought.

In addition to provoking several moments of self-reflection, Through Gates of Splendour was an engrossing account. It was remarkable to read of the preparations the men undertook in order to be as effectively utilised by God as possible in their outreach to the Aucas. Their well-planned, multi-stage mission to the Aucas struck me as being incredibly creative and strategic. Admittedly, I had not expected this. I had expected to read of much prayerful preparation – and I was not disappointed in this – but this added element brought even more delight to my reading.

I found myself marvelling frequently at these heroes of faith – not just the five men, but their five wives who stood beside them every step of the way. It was amazing to read of their steadfast faith in the Lord and His purposes. Elisabeth Elliot put it this way, as she and the other wives talked about the possibility of becoming widows: “Each of us knew when we married our husbands that there would never be any question about who came first – God and His work held first place in each life. It was the condition of true discipleship; it became devastatingly meaningful now” (p151). As a wife myself, those words hit me square in the face – how selfless those women were! What deep-rooted Kingdom perspective they had, and what strength they exhibited in the face of almost certain loss. I could not imagine how I would have had the same courage, peace and conviction as those women, had I been in the same position. My own frequent acts of selfishness within my marriage came to my mind – the times when I have perhaps been more of a hindrance than a help to my own husband’s ministry.

Reading on, I came to the deaths of the five men. Again, the absolute faith and serenity of the wives as this news met them, was undeniably moving. Their praises and prayers to God in response to their husbands’ deaths indicated complete trust in His Sovereignty. Barbara Youderian wrote in her diary: “I want to be free of self-pity. It is a tool of Satan to rot away a life. I am sure that this is the perfect will of God.” (p180). I marvelled at these words, recalling the many moments of self-pity I had created over far lesser tragedies – trivialities, in comparison.

It was spectacularly uplifting to read of the far-reaching impact that the news of these missionaries’ deaths had on others. People from around the world had their lives changed as a result of what happened. Most encouraging was the 18 year old boy in Iowa who prayed for a week in his room, then announced to his parents his desire to commit his life completely to the Lord and take the place of one of the five missionaries one day. It reminded me of just how living and active the Word of God is, and how powerful it is to change lives. God used the martyrdom of these five missionaries, who lived with radical commitment to Christ and the Gospel, to encourage and change the lives of many around the world.

Some of the greatest, most edifying words from a Christian that I have ever read have been in this book. I have never come across so many heroes of faith contained in the one source. What a precious privilege it was to read of their lives and utter devotion to God. I was humbled to realise that in comparison, I was willing to go a far shorter distance in denying myself, taking up my cross, and following Jesus. It has brought me to prayerfully desire God to continue His work in me, that I might be radically committed to Christ as these heroes were. I can do no less than to urge every Christian to pick up this book and allow God to use it for their encouragement and edification.