My love/non-love relationship with SALT

I wonder if it's natural for me to feel a sense of dread week in and week out in the lead-up to SALT (SAint Lucia Teens). I'm not sure it should be.

Tonight was a great reminder of how buzzing and exciting youth ministry can be. I led one of the teens through the prayer of repentance! How small minded I am, how inadequate is my love for the teens that I minister to, and how great is the awesomeness of God!

Pray with me that this young teen would grow into a much more godly man than I am.